Awan Symphaty Blues

I let you down.
I'm supposed to be your friend.
There for you until the end.

My lies keep coming.
And only brings you pain.
Nothing I can do to regain.

I can try my best
to fix this mess.
Just to have my friend hurting a little less.

Why did I do it?
I can't answer that.
But, I'm trying to put it in the past.

You want me to change.
I want that too.
But, it's so hard to do.

I admit that I can't.
But, I will still try.
Even if all I do is cry.

I'll try my best.
And hopefully I really will change.
And have a chance to rearrange.

I'm sorry for this all.
I won't do it again.
Because I need you, my friend.