Awan Symphaty Blues

this loneliness,
this sadness…
hurt my heart,
its painfull,
i know that.

but iam the one make this pain,
dont know why i did this,
when i realized,
i allready addicted with this pain…
searching it over…
make it happen…

when i fall my tears,
broke my heart….
feel the pain in my chest…
when it seem like i cant breathe…

i feel like i can turn back time
for “a” thing i dont know much…
still figure it out,
with this pain…

or….
iam gonna loss it…..
in the short time,